It’s All Dots

Physicist, Nassim Haramein, says he had an illuminating moment as a child when he realized that all of existence was made up of dots. From the sub-atomic particles of the cells that make up our bodies, to the pinpoints of stars that splay throughout space. In simplest terms: it’s all dots.courtesy of

My little family, comprised of myself, Jeb and the Bohemian, well, I guess we’re all dots too. Orbiting each other in close proximity for days, the rainy weather has us inside, up close, and personal.

This morning those two boys are sleeping. And I’m here, the lone woman, with my coffee, a computer screen and hints of Monday morning traffic mingling with birdsong. The trees are swaying. The light is just coming on.

I’m wondering what words are here to share. As I search the inner recesses of my being, tap the cells, what I get are dots.

When you’re only an inch from the screen, all you see is pixelation. A blur of spots, singular and random. Zoom out to take some space, and slowly the chaos reveals an organization only visible through fresh perspective.

A stormy weather weekend has had me on macro lens. It’s beautiful to stop and look in close. Yet sometimes microscopic vision can’t see the forest for the trees.

It’s a new week, and hopefully, some clearing skies. Time to take in an overview.

I’m zooming out. Taking notes on what I find.

Earthquakes, Chili Peppers and Vinyl Records

Did you feel it?

That’s a section on the US Geological Survey website
(A Science for a Changing World)

I was feeling a lot of things
in my dream

listening to vinyl records
with the man who
professed his passion
for hot chili peppers

people all around us
were preparing for
impending disaster
tsunami maybe
but I was not well-versed

I was looking at his bookshelves
putting the needle on the record
might as well listen to a good tune
feel happy
when catastrophe strikes

there was that white knitted afghan
tilted shelving
an enormous brown couch
who was it we were listening to
when my bed began shaking?

I felt an earthquake
while I was dreaming
rocking me in waves
while I slept

In the morning
I jot the dream details
but my rattling bed
is doubtful
in reality
there are no earthquakes on my dormant island

to be sure
I search the USGS
maybe I felt distant fault lines trembling

documented there
on the other end of my island chain
Hawaii had a 2.1 tremor
and so too, Japan
a 5.1
the Philipines

when you look to see the online list
it seems the whole world is rumbling!

courtesty USGS

“Did you feel it? Report an earthquake”
in cyberspace

I won’t report it
except for here
record players and chili peppers
earthquakes shaking my bed

dream science
a changing world
are we feeling it?

Head and Heart

This past Sunday, somewhere between PB&J sandwiches and Jeb’s book report for the Boxcar Children’s “Surprise Island” (great read, by the way) I found a little time with science.

My life seems to support mere snippets of adult-time reading.  Random paragraphs imbibed after throwing the clothes in the wash but before I start dinner.  Needless to say this communication to you will be no dissertation (not even as thorough as a book report).  I work in threads here in the Archives and this is yesterday’s weave beside the fruit salad.

Two different sources.  Two different body locations.  Head and heart.  The theme:  bridging.

Never been too good at math, but Heart Math, maybe…  There is a fascinating non-profit called The Heart Math Institute that studies the links between the heart and mind.  Their mission:  “…helping people establish heart-based living and global coherence.”  Their angle: use science and technology to integrate and use the intelligence of the heart in all aspects of our lives.

What they’ve found so far is that the heart has a mind of its own.  Despite what I was taught in school – that all messages from the brain epicenter command the rest of our body – what we’ve got going on internally is no one-way street.  Studies have shown that the heart communicates with and affects the brain.  It actually has its own intrinsic nervous system, which acts independently of the brain.  Check out the cardiac ganglia below (cells that make up a kind of ‘brain’ material), which serve to process information and transmit it to the body.

photo courtesy of The Heart Math Institute

Seems the inner physical world is not the only place affected.  Using an electrocardiogram (ECG) to measure electrical fields emitted from the body, scientists have found that the field generated by the heart is 60 times greater in strength than that of the brain.  And with a SQUID-based manometer (wonder what that looks like), they’ve measured the heart’s magnetic field as being 5000 times greater than the brain’s.

Further research has discovered that the energetic field of the heart affects brain waves, can be influenced by emotion, and that the fields between the brain and heart can be synchronized.  These fields have shown to be synchronized between people, too.

photo courtesy of The Heart Math Institute

What does all of this mean?  For me it’s science explaining what I think many of us already ‘know’ in our hearts.  We’ve felt these connections.  We know the sense of how it feels when everything aligns in a moment – with ourselves, our world and each other.  “Follow your heart” is not just for blissful utopia seekers.  It seems to be a fundamental part of how we live.

This doesn’t diminish the power of the brain.  Somewhere after the almond butter but before the book report illustrations, I grabbed a few paragraphs from Janet Conner’s “Writing Down Your Soul.” It references work from a book by Dr. James Pennebaker“Opening Up”, which outlines studies done on the affects of expressive writing on the brain.  Pennebaker concluded that what was termed “confessional writing” effects the corpus colosum, a portion that bridges the left and right brain.  This kind of deep writing can produce a meditative state, inducing theta waves that trigger more whole brain functioning.

This state can be therapeutic, especially when healing trauma.  What is suggested is that the language aspect that is centered in the left brain can express the negative emotions that are primarily localized in the right brain.  The writing can actually release old patterns established by neural pathways, as the two halves of the brain communicate and converge.

In fact, a study even measured particular words that when written seemed to have the greatest positive impact upon the writer.  When expressing painful experiences, those that wrote from a place of reflection and insight and incorporated words like “understand”, “realize” or “know” seemed to benefit the most.  Pennebaker’s conclusion:  “Writing moves us to resolution.”

Simple snippets that remind me that the connections are there.  Always have been.  We feel it and know (there’s that power word).  Science studies it and explains the details.

I come here to the Archives because I feel.  I write to try to capture the essence of that feeling and share.  I hope that someone reading may be inspired to reach into their interior.  Express it any way they feel.  To let that heart of theirs beam its electro-magnetic field around the world and beyond.  To send signals to the brain that bring syncopation and plenty of happy thoughts.  To forge new pathways and travel on mental landscapes yet unexplored.

May we all fulfill this vessel’s greatest potential.  And enjoy the process of conveying the experience to one another.