Settling Swirl

A fluid morning.

Rise by 4:30 and lounge around in darkness with ink on paper.  Words just for me by lamplight.

Jeb rises softly by 6 and moves with ease from bed, to couch, to breakfast table.  He eats cereal while I sip coffee.  I read a chapter from Flat Stanley (the Lambchop family has launched into space).

Spelling words get written three times each.  Peanut butter and jelly sandwich is prepared.  Lunch bag packed.

There’s still time to unload the dishwasher.  Clear my sink of dishes.  I even take my vitamins.

These small details, so completely mundane.  Yet the smoothness of their execution, how each movement flows into the next with ease…  These ordinary elements swirl to bring a settling that rests within my cells.  So deeply satisfying.  I feel en-lightened.

Jessica Dofflemyer ~ all rights reserved

Like Butter

The morning’s in slow motion.

7am and beach bound.  I’m driving alone on an empty highway.  Windows down.  Barefoot and in the Brazilian bikini hand-me-down (It didn’t fit her.  It suits me this morning.).

The early air cools bare skin.  Hints of Fall.

By the shore, senses are alive.  The sound of white washing.  Crash.  Hiss.  The mist of sea salt settles on my lashes.  Sinking sand sifts beneath each measured step.  Soft.  Steady.  Slow.

There is no hurry here this morning.  I am the embodiment of leisure.  Dancing with a lover.  Inhaling golden rays that pour from sunrise clouds.

Last week my post-operative jaw was on ice.  Today, I’m warm with give.

Like butter.

Jessica Dofflemyer - all rights reserved