Assisted Lift

With the crescendo of a drumroll build-up in my last posting, I announced that the Archives was lifting anchor on a travel adventure and then left you with two days of silence.

Not an intentional bait and switch. Just the time that lapsed between lift off and landing.

Having now touched down in new terrain, I’m orienting myself, even if my electronic devices can’t quite get their bearings. My whereabouts are in a small pocket of the world discreetly out of range. My laptop searches, but can’t seem to sync to my locale, the clock still stuck in HST time. Cell phone screen states No Service.

Yes, I have internet access. Yes, I have WordPress. But everything is just a little different from the usual.

At 4am, I leave my bed and slide my hands on dark walls in search of light switches. Try not to trip at unfamiliar corners and wake the house’s sleeping inhabitants. Tip toe quietly to a coffee maker I don’t know how to use. Determine that this post will be decaffeinated.

But in the time it’s taken to express this new writing hour experience, my father has already risen. He sees me tucked up on the couch, computer in my lap. We both know why we are up before the sun. Words can be saved for our keyboards.

In a short time the smell of coffee fills the house. He brings me a mug, smiles, and goes back to his writing room.

I sit here with the sound of 4am in a new place. The quiet of my writing hour hums differently here. The coffee flavor’s not the same. And I like this.

I sit in this new world, culling the silence for something to share.

And what arises is Heavy. Bend your knees.

In the sacred space of remote countryside, my father and I quietly dedicating ourselves to the early morning muse, what comes up for me is the American Airlines tag that Jeb found at the airport yesterday.

There was an empty conveyor belt in motion at baggage claim, when suddenly a lone tag emerged from the black fringed mouth. It gave an implicit warning: “Heavy. Assisted lift may be required.”

My incessant metaphorical mind can’t resist the cautionary font, the universal graphic of bent knees.

Oh what fun to play with the meaning behind claiming your baggage. The significance of a tag instead of a suitcase coming down the conveyor belt. The warning of heavy contents, the suggestion of assistance. Illustrated safety tips on ways to carry the load.

What kind of sign is this? And what does it mean if the tag is freed from its bag?

I don’t know why I’m writing about this. And for the record, I’m not, personally, feeling any heavy baggage or need for an assisted lift. I’m feeling rather light, actually. Maybe I’m like this tag, an escapee, newly untethered.

Maybe the tag is just a random tag – no meaning, whatsoever.  It could make good fire starter in my father’s wood stove.

Today’s post, not exactly exotic. No major travel adventure to recount or stunning photographs to share. But here I am.  This morning’s chronicle from a new writing chair, fueled by a different brand of coffee.

My first morning in California before sunrise.

In Praise of the Pause

In praise of the Pause, I’d like to keep the words to a minimum.

Yesterday, the Archives were granted with the golden silence of a non-posting. The ultimate ‘reeling in’, my decision not to share a chronicle for the day wasn’t because words exactly escaped me, they just seemed too noisy.

When nerve endings are firing and raw, when the brain, not only keeping this entire physiological miracle alive and breathing, but thinking thoughts-a-second, the din can be dizzying.

Hence, wise humans invented things that make you go Pause. Like the siesta. Naptime’s not just for toddlers. We all need a daily refresher. Some time to stop the commerce.

Or reaching back to red-tent days (leaning on Anita Diamant’s title), there was a time when women got about a week a month to check out, quiet down. Long before we all were expected to be fully charged and ready 24/7, the community honored natural cycles and followed the moon’s cues.

And of course, there are the meditators. Those who sit and watch their breath. Observe those rapid fire thoughts. Keep sitting.

As we move into the holiday season, I wonder if we’ll really take a break. Can we just have a day (or maybe two or three) to simply be? Let one moment unfold into the next without a schedule or an appointment.

Ahh…the quiet. That hush so still it’s loud, when the white noise of traffic stops. All cars are parked. No where to rush to. We are home, moving at natural human speed. One task at a time. Smiling.

What I wish for you this season is the gift of fully oxygenated breaths. The joy of moving slowly, from the inside out, guilt-free. Real time with those you love. Pauses aplenty.

courtesy of Eran Finkle

Love and Overstanding

What do Paul Pimsleur, Bob Marley and Forefather Čech have in common?

Maybe nothing except that they are each peeking into my world these days. And I’m trying to understand.

 

Dr. Paul Pimsleur

Dr. Pimsleur – well, look at that raised eyebrow. It seems he knows something (and he just might be willing to share what that something is). Linguistically, at least. His well-known method of teaching foreign languages relies on several principles, one of which is “organic learning.” That is, all auditory. No writing.

So this ‘writer’ (that would be loosely referring to me) is now officially complete with Unit 1 of Pimsleur’s “Basic Czech” course. Yes, for this present Now, Eckhart Tolle has been replaced in my Toyota by “Jste Američan“?

Yes, I am American. And this language thing is slow going. Don’t think finishing Unit 1 was much of an accomplishment. I basically learned to say whether I do or do not understand.

Enter Forefather Čech, which is the title Wikipedia gives the man who was one of three brothers that each founded a Slavic nation. Cech chose Říp Mountain and a land that came to be known as Bohemia (currently the Czech Republic). The mother tongue of that land has about 12 million native speakers. I, of course, am not one of them. But according to Dr. Pimsleur, since my completion of Unit 1 (and I if I was able to grasp about 80% of the material) then “Trochu rozumím český“. I understand Czech a little.

Cech

Which leads me to Robert Nesta, a.k.a. Bob Marley. His lyrics are universal and transcend all language. And through the words of his songs, one can also become acquainted with what is deemed “Iyaric“, “Livalect” or “Dread-talk.” Basically, a dialect of English used by Rastafarians. And these days, while I’m trying to understand more than just a brand new language – let’s just go for the entire meaning of life – I reach to Bob’s poignant question in Rainbow Country.

Bob Marley

Hey Mr. Music
Ya sure sound good to me
I can’t refuse it
What got to be, got to be

Feel like dancing
Dance cause we are free

I got my home
In the promise land
But I feel at home
Can you overstand

It’s been 20 years of humming along to the word “overstanding” and for the first time I read Wikipedia’s definition of the term.

“Overstanding (also ‘innerstanding’) replaces ‘understanding’, referring to enlightenment that raises one’s consciousness.”

Leaning on the Rastas, I’ll say that perhaps I am livicating (that’s ridding the “dead” from your dedication) my life to overstanding.

Ok.  So…

Rastafarian translation. Check.
Bohemian promised land. Check.
Pimsleur’s Czech 101. Check. (oh, such a bad pun I couldn’t resist).

I’ve got some tools and resources as I seek this innerstanding.

I’m on the highway. My Pimsleur disc plays out the conversation between a man and woman.

Rozumite.”

Do you understand?

“Ano. Trochu rozumím.”

Yes. I understand a little.

But really, I overstand so very little. It’s all so mysterious that the only way I can cope is to simply lean into this void of a question mark. It’s just one big shoulder shrug. Beautiful in some crazy way.

Maybe in this uncertainty, the miracles can occur. Something coming from nothing.

What words come in describing this journey to overstanding?  Might as well try some fresh phrases of affirmation.

Ano!

Jah Rastafari!