Jeb discovers a katydid trapped in a spider’s lair, just outside our front window. One of these leaf-winged insects made its way on to the Archives recently, with a posted titled “A New Leaf“.
We are turning over our own proverbial new leaf, as we prepare to move July 1.
The Bohemian wants to leave things better than we found them, so even though he’ll no longer be reaping the fruits of his labor, he spends Sunday afternoon turning over a garden bed and removing weeds. He lays cardboard at the bottom and replenishes with fresh soil. He’ll be planting easy-care, edible ground covers like mint and marjoram.
I come outside to soak in the harvest. The last one for us from this garden.
I’m sorry for the katydid, but I guess this is part of the life cycle. Seed and harvest, new and old, life and death.
Friends bring home pictures from Sicily. Photos of verdant rock gardens with canopied courtyards – wisteria dangling in vines of lavender lusciousness. I want to sift in the scent of those roses and orange blossoms. Sit and stare at clouds.
But Jeb has long division and we’re tense in homework land at our kitchen table. The sun is setting outside our hot house. I don’t know what to cook for dinner. Empty boxes are stacked in the corner, because we’re moving soon. Tomorrow, the garage sale.
We volunteered to sell our neighbor’s things, too, and the Bohemian is sorting through their mix. In the piles, an old, plastic rice cooker and a porcelain harlequin mask, all covered in a film of time and dust and cat dander.
By dark, Jeb and I have just barely made it through word problems. I’ll admit it. Afterwards, I poured myself a cocktail. Scrounged up ingredients from a house of non-drinkers. Found the hand-me down bottle of Tanqueray. Squeezed a lime, got some ice, and mixed in a squirt of organic agave syrup.
We join the Bohemian in the garage, where he mills about in dust bunnies and piles of knick-knacks, grasping a roll of masking tape and pricing everything so low, we might as well give it away. Which is what we want to do anyway.
“Just move it out, right? We don’t want to have to haul this…Three dollars, right Jess?”
He’s tagging a pretty nice bamboo chair. It’s not ours. Our neighbors don’t want it, and it has to get trucked to the second-hand store if it doesn’t sell.
“Yeah, okay. I guess that’s fine. Someone will be thrilled.”
How the value of things can change. That chair was once someone’s brand new purchase, brought home lovingly and placed in some special nook. Now it’s covered in animal hair beneath a dusty socket set and a book titled “Why Cats Paint.”
Even Jeb gets exhausted in the stuff. He’s sorted his books and board games until he’s tapped. “Mom, it’s a school night…”
This morning, I wake to my writing hour – 4am – for the first time in a week. It feels welcome but vacant.
I let myself pause on words and play with colored pencils instead, trying to conjure some semblance of creativity. An abstract design of black squares push down on flowing lines of soft greens and blues. This is my dichotomous world.
I guess it all exists. Right angles and curves. Darks and lights. Purchases and give-aways.
We breathe somewhere at the center of these intersections, and I’m constantly trying to reconcile a balance.
As of late, the practical dark lines have been weighing heavier.
Jeb finds a katydid and we get the treat of inspecting its leaf-wings up close.
I am amazed at how this insect has adapted. Survival insured through blending in to its surroundings.
And then I learn one more fact about the katydids, which helps insure their kind sustains.
The males have the largest testes in proportion to their body, of any animal in recorded history – equating to 14% of their body mass. This delicate, incognito leaf-hopper seems to be born with a serious mission in mind.
Thanks Wikipedia for expanding my perspective on my backyard bush-cricket.
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