Vacation as a Condiment

There was a moment
no, wait
I think it was more than one
all strung together
seamlessly

a weave of ease
the calm
the nothing-to-do
nowhere-to-go
no-appointments-to-keep

just me
the Bohemian
and the definition
of vacation

Sudoku poolside
sunset wanderings
chocolate chunks and a fireplace
that French wine at midnight

whoops
no cell reception
ahhh
no internet connection
oh
well

how I felt
so much
exactly like myself
free
and unshackled
from looming have-to’s

yet even
in utopia
I could see that corner ahead
it would surely turn
me back
to all the scheduled chores

oh
how
to take that sense
of centered peace
and fullness
and bring it in
to a 5pm grocery shop
desktop bill pays
and a second grade multiplication quiz

What’s for dinner?

I’d like a giant helping
of vacationaise
please
a juicy condiment
right on top
of my main course

Jessica Dofflemyer ~ all rights reserved

Day One in California

We sleep on the plane
off and on
in the emergency aisle
(we gave the verbal ‘yes’ that we were ‘willing, able and qualified’)
while the “Big Miracle” plays
silently
on a small screen

In LAX at 4am
we walk past the posting
‘NO RETURN BEYOND THIS POINT’

Muhammad rents us our car
and on the LA Freeway
I see the Bohemian’s face
for the first time
in new terrain
outside the Kauai bubble
where we met

he looks different
and the same
on fresh soil
or should I say
cement

It’s half price omelette
at the Omelette Parlor
with free coffee refills
and Journey
singing
‘Don’t Stop Believin’

7am and we’re walking down Venice Beach boardwalk
there’s a rising stir
of well-dressed joggers
and dingy fringe-dwellers
Starbucks restrooms are for customers only
an Alphonse Mucha painting offers tarot readings
graffiti reminds
‘the Universe is by your side’
the doors to ‘Ray’s Freak Show’ are closed
the beach bathroom has shit by the wall
and the dolphins are jumping
just off the coast in the distance

we walk down to the water’s edge
almost alone in a city of five million
we find peace
in the hush of hissing waves
settle down in sand
and take a short snooze

an hour later
and worlds away
we follow a friend
to the Shrine
sit quietly amongst
saintly turtles
endless roses
waterfalls
enlightened masters
“be still and know that I am god”

a stranger and I stand
at the ‘spiritual wishing well’
but today the well is dry
when he inquires
as to where he can make a wish
he is directed right back
to the waterless well
where the woman says
“I guess you need to seed it”
he throws in a nickel
I throw in a dime

all before 11am
Day 1 in California

photos Jessica Dofflemyer ~ all rights reserved

 

 

Unmooring

At 5:21am I wonder if I could piece a poem out of lists.

Use nouns from the ‘to pack’ group
some crossed
some still to be accounted for
employ verbs
in the ‘to do’s’
that convey a sense
of organized
accomplishment

I’m like a big barge docked
but getting ready
to slowly move on out
to sea

my decks are abustle
with preparation
sounds
escape
from my vessel
indicating
inevitable motion

surrounding waters
ripple

it’s been a while
since my lines have been unleashed
hope I remember
out on open water
that once the course is set
just cruise

photo courtesy of martin_vmorris