In Sickness and…

Jessica Dofflemyer ~ all rights reserved

I’m under the weather
a mother
under cover
resting
and what I’m meaning
is that
there’s a Bohemian in the kitchen
in a bright
Aloha shirt
moving about
and pouring grape juice
(with ice)
for my son

I’m sleeping
mostly
except for this fine moment
with my one eye open
to spy
the soft flutter
of that tropical red print
in motion
by the refrigerator

11 years
he says
he’s had that shirt
long before Hawaii
“It’s been to the Hoover Dam!”

has its tour stopped here?
some permanent (working) vacation
now
in our island kitchen
gracing the sun-kissed shoulders
of the man who’s
closing windows from the rain
scooping tortilla chips
that I know
will be eaten in Jeb’s bed
while the two of them
talk Skylanders
and read books past bedtime

right now
I don’t care about crumbs

for the first time
in seven years
this mother’s resting in bed
and everything
seems quite
taken care of

In A Pickle

Jeb wakes up at 2am three nights in a row.

Sleep is spent with eight-year old elbows in my neck.

But, hey, it’s Friday.

Dill in the garden goes to seed.  I cut a bouquet and bring it inside.

Jessica Dofflemyer ~ all rights reserved

In the Cavern

Jessica Dofflemyer ~ all rights reserved

away
from the white noise
of hissing waves
wind and sand
the sunning
Saturday tourists
who wonder
and wander

we step
out of the elements
walk slowly
with adjusting pupils
into the darkness
of the cave

it’s here
that sound
is softened
our feet slowed
and the womb
envelops us
in sweet silence

hush
we are in the belly of the mountain now

for a brief
five minutes
there are no more visitors

just quiet
you and I
both silently imagining
what this cave mouth
must have looked like
before a parking lot
with cars
in primary colors
were the view

when this opening of light
was all
just brightness
to a wild world
the cave
a shelter
of noiseless
muted
peace