October 23, 2010

photo by Jessica Dofflemyer

I’m back under the moon with the fire.  This time it’s Hanalei Bay, no wind, small surf.  Spotlight in the sky illumines smiles and the musicians.

I’m just on the periphery, tapping a knee, leaving the strings and chord progressions to the players.  There is the jazz musician, the songwriter – and the bagpipe player is here again with the low whistle and effortless melodies.

I try to watch their finger placements, see if I can recognize a chord with my eyes.  The ever-encouraging songwriter sees my interest and invites me in.  Three guitars?  No, no, I’m OKI’m loving listening.

But he doesn’t believe my words and hands me his Martin.  Goes back to his truck for another guitar, returns and tells me the chords so I can join them.

For the rest of the night I play with the musicians.  Fumble through and let my fingers ache.  I don’t mention that it’s been 10 years since I played with anyone.  That the few chords I know I taught myself from Neil Young‘s Decade songbook.  (Though these points were fairly apparent.)

This kind circle isn’t much for disclaimers.  The words are saved for other things.  The speed of sound and the vibration at which a note is moving.  How the relation of the fret board corresponds to every planet in our solar system.  The B-flat note that ripples out from the Black Hole.  How about that time in Olympia when Phish told the audience they were going to try to make their instruments emanate light waves through the speakers? Have you heard of Alexander Scriabin the mystic musician?

If there is a tribe of music lovers, these are its members.  I am with my people, though a humble initiate to the fold.  The jazz musician moves his hands along the neck of his guitar with graceful ease, ringing notes to the sea air in perfect harmony.

I could stay here in these sounds all night.

What you are comes to you.
–  Ralph Waldo Emerson

In love’s godlike breathing, there’s the innermost aspect of the universe.
Alexander Scriabin

October 22, 2010

Credit: kariMelissa © kariMelissa

On the full Hunter’s Moon we gather.

Around the fire we recite and read –Baudelaire, Rilke, Merwin…our own.

The bagpipe player plays flutes.

I sit on my hands.

Even though they want to strum, I wait until I’m home alone again to play that song and sing.

Sangria, enchiladas and cake with blueberries.  No wind and such bright moonlight.

Beside the embers we spin our words, make bio-char, then share it with the garden.

October 21, 2010

In the thick of my day I’m coordinating appliance repairs, authorizing insurance coverage and tracking tax payments.  My focus is keen, streamlined efficiency.  I’m an organizational hub of emails, text messages, phone calls and tasks.  Or something like that.

And at day’s end I’m side by side with Jeb in his bed.  The lights are low, the full moon high, and we’re reading The Boxcar Children (for the second time).  Henry, Jessie, Violet and Benny have made it through the storm.  They open up the door of the boxcar to discover a brook and waterfall nearby.  The sun is shining on the trees that drip with raindrops.

These kids make something special out of the most simple. And they never seem to lose their cool. 

Henry’s gone to town to get milk.  Benny and the girls are picking blueberries in the woods.  It’s the end of chapter 3 and it’s lights out in Jeb’s room.

In the dark he asks, “What’s dry ice made of?”

I realize I have lived 37 years and have no idea.

“Is it cold?” he asks.

I really don’t know.  I suggest we research it tomorrow.

I’ve got a link in this post but am too tired to read the answers.  I still don’t know if dry ice is cold or what it’s even made of.