Snakes, Owls and Waking Dreams

Along the spine of Dry Creek road, soft foothills have watched me grow for a lifetime.  At least once a year I return to this place to see my family and let Jeb roam the creekbed where I once swam in summer.

Occasionally this place of my family roots makes its way into the landscape of my dreams.  About a week ago I dreamt that I was walking along Dry Creek with Jeb at my side.  Though the area rarely sees a sprinkling of snow dust, in my dream the ground was thick in a blanket of snow.  We approached a curve in the road, the place where the asphalt cuts through a small hill.  To the left a sacred fire was burning low in the soft whiteness.  Smoke billowed up to an alter of a few animals.  It was understood this was a ceremony conducted by a Native, a shaman, a medicine man, though no one was in sight.

This afternoon I’m back on Dry Creek, Jeb and I driving along the road – no snow – just golden hills with winter green grass beginning to peek from beneath tufts of brown.  Suddenly I notice the shape of a snake in the road, unusual for this cold time of year when snakes usually hibernate.  Intrigued, I pull over and Jeb and I begin to walk the road.  As we approach, I realize I am traveling the path of my dream.  Jeb by my side, the exact spot, right at the curve.

Here we see the long shape of a gopher snake, clearly deceased, with the story of its demise marked along its back.  Jeb’s first sighting of a snake in real life, this close.

photo by Jessica Dofflemyer

Later, I enjoy sharing my snapshots of the snake with family, all of them agreeing it is odd to see one this late in the year.  I ponder the symbols:  dreams of snow, a sacred ceremony connected to the land, a curve in the road, a snake out of season, shedding of skin…

Long after dark Jeb and I are once again driving back the way we had come.  We wonder if a hawk or other bird may have come along and taken our snake friend for a meal.  With our headlights blazing, we slow at the curve in the road and discover the long thin body glowing in our brights – the snake is still there.  Leaning forward towards the windshield, we gaze then pass it slowly.  As if on cue, the bright white underbelly of an owl swoops just above our car in the dark sky.  It hovers in flight, flapping wild wings alongside us in some kind of mystical, night time omen.

photo courtesy of Dry Crik Journal

What any of it means, I do not know.  A cluster of wildlife sightings all in one bend in the road – dreaming and waking.

What would the Natives say?  The zoologist?  The poet?

Jeb says, “Cool!”

I’d say the same.

 

Best Laid Plans…

contingency |kənˈtinjənsē|
noun ( pl. -cies)
a future event or circumstance that is possible but cannot be predicted with certainty
• a provision for such an events or circumstance : a contingency reserve.
• the absence of certainty in events
• Philosophy the absence of necessity; the fact of being so without having to be so.
ORIGIN mid 16th cent. (in the philosophical sense): from late Latin contingentia (in its medieval Latin sense ‘circumstance’ ), from contingere ‘befall’ (see contingent ).

5:45am and I’m driving in the dark to Foodland on a vinegar mission.  Jeb’s magic potions have tapped our house’s supply and the representative at Sears says I need to dump vinegar in my malfunctioning washing machine.

I get on a plane tonight and my planning list did not include this troubleshooting on the agenda.  Friends laugh at me for packing two weeks early but I’ve got this penchant towards contingencies.  I expect the unexpected.  This washer on the fritz – case in point.

There have been other flare ups not penciled into my itinerary.  Didn’t expect Jeb to have two bodily injuries in one week, which factored in a last-minute doctor’s appointment.  I also didn’t expect my cell phone’s voicemail to lock me out the day before departure.

But if it’s all about the journey, then I try to do some sight-seeing along the detours.  Jeb got his first chiropractic adjustment, faced some fears and left the office walking a little taller.  I met Joey, the Apple tech support rep who was having a slow night and welcomed the chance to get me back into my voicemail, wishing me a good trip.

You gotta trust a change of plans.  For instance, yesterday I learned the rocket scientist would not be present at my coastal feel-good place.  Our roads are so forked we’re not even on the same continent.  My retreat takes on new elbow room.

Driving back from Foodland with my quart of vinegar by my side, the sky is just beginning to light in purple mauves and greys.  Venus sidles up to the sliver of the waning moon, hanging low above the island highway.  This moment is precious.  One I would not have had if my washer was in perfect working order.

So I’ll splash some vinegar around inside the Kenmore.  Reference my to do lists and keep crossing off the tasks accomplished.  I’ve got a semblance of a plan in mind.  It makes it smoother.  But most certainly those things you just can’t imagine – the twists in the plot, the unexpected guests – they bring the magic (even in their disrepair) if we take the time to let them shape our path.

“Life is what happens to you while you’re busy making other plans.
John Lennon (Beautiful Boy)