Bird of a Different Feather

Just the Bohemian and I, driving at day’s end down our quiet country road. Half a mile from home.

It’s been exactly one week since we lost Merlin (the orphaned chick we adopted, and promptly fell in love with). We are not thinking of the day within this particular context, however, as a small brown spot of fluff appears within view.

As we travel at about 30 miles per hour, we pass a lone, baby chick in the grass, just a foot or two from the road.

“That looked just like Merlin,” the Bohemian says.

“I saw. Should I pull over?”

I ask and veer to the side of the road all at the same time.

Park. Turn off the ignition. “Could that be Merlin?”

The Bohemian is calm. “Maybe. Let’s take a walk.”

We leave the car and walk back along the road, eyeing the tiny chick ahead. There are no other animals around. It stands with its back to us, enough to show wings with golden brown feathers, so similar to Merlin’s. If it were to turn toward us and reveal a chest of white down, we would know for sure.

“Merlin…” the Bohemian tries his standard call as we approach.

The chick pivots to face us, and we know instantly it is not him.

Merlin or not, this little one is clearly orphaned. But before either of us can squat down low and say “ahhhh…” in its direction, the little peep has fled from our presence and scurried across the road.

Without hesitation, the Bohemian turns and moves toward the car. “That’s not our chicken.”

I know, and we are both walking back, side by side.

“He ran from us. He’s not ours.”

“Yeah, I know. It’s true.” I say.

It’s not that we don’t feel empathy for the orphaned chick we just came across. Hopefully, it will find its way. And if it doesn’t – at the risk of sounding cruel – we can trust that nature has a way of keeping some kind of balance in a booming population.

As we drive back home the Bohemian says, “Wouldn’t it have been crazy if that was Merlin? Just a short way from home. Standing by the side of the road, thinking: where are you guys? I’ve been waiting for you!”

Yes, that would have been a surprising twist to our Merlin the chicken saga.

But our hands are empty when we get home, and the house is quiet except for the sounds of song birds outside in the garden.

Looking back on that brief roadside moment with the maybe-Merlin chick, I’m struck with one lasting impression.

The chick looked so similar. About the same size, a similar chirp. But it did not at all feel like the bird we came to know as Merlin.

Merlin, he truly was a bird of a different feather.

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Freedom Projects

It was freedom projects for our family this week.

Jeb and the Bohemian built our little chick, Merlin, a more spacious, outdoor dwelling (I know I keep writing about that tiny guy, and yes, he is still missing). And while they worked with wood and a drill, I was under the kukui tree with an orchid plant and some clippers.

What I thought was a simple re-potting project, became an intricate exercise in disentanglement.

Orchids don’t need much soil. But they do like to attach their roots to rocks and other earthen materials. Pulling this one’s complex root system – a coiled, compact replica of the pot it had been living in – I discovered that there were two more mesh containers embedded at its core. Roots bulged in the confines of double layers – a pot within a pot – in a maze of winding tendrils encircling their encasement.

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There was only one way to free the plant, and that was to clip the mesh, piece by piece, and delicately remove it from the roots that held them there.

For about an hour I sat like a surgeon in the dirt, trying to clip plastic rather than root.

Maybe in the early days, that black mesh had served this young orchid starting out. But over time, the plant had outgrown the vessel, leaving it to simply merge with its trappings. So much so, that the plastic was imbedded in the root.

My work was patient, but inevitably, there were times my clippers could not access particular cuts with precision. Some roots got slashed. But slowly, in half-inch shards of clip, clip, clip, black bits fell away and the orchid was freed of synthetic material.

I was careful as I handled my botanical friend. Leaves, roots, and its one, flowering stalk of white, were all fragile and often brittle to the touch. Too rough a swipe and any of these appendages could be lost.

Merlin the chick was toggling back and forth between the housing project with Jeb and the Bohemian and the bug buffet in the soil by my kneecaps. I lifted some decaying banana leaves (like any mother hen would do) to show him a cornucopia of choices.

Occasionally a rich, fragrant scent would rise to my nose, coming in periodic waves of sweet flowering. In the moment, my clippers meticulously trimming, it seemed quite clear that this was orchid communication.

Merlin the chick, tweeted away, pecking at small ants. And the orchid in my hand let off wafts of ambrosia in sighs of…gratitude, perhaps? The relief of freedom with every root unleashed.

Hopefully, I didn’t gnash too many stems in my process of freeing the orchid. It’s in a roomy pot now, stretching out with loose kukui nuts and coconut husks.

As for Merlin, maybe we tried to give him his upgrade too soon. He disappeared from that new home the very next day, never to be seen since.

It’s a delicate balance, knowing when we’ve outgrown old ways and the process of freeing ourselves for greater expansion. Sometimes the heft of a chainsaw is required, other times, the fine-tune of tweezers.

We each have our proverbial hen house on the horizon. And we probably all have some entanglements with outmoded containers. Somewhere in the middle, is right now.

Clip, clip. Tweet, tweet. The smell of an orchid bloom and the happy song of a baby bird.

Maybe we are all just freedom projects in process.

Sweet and Sour

There is a flash flood warning in effect on Kauai. Rains pour down, bridges close, and Merlin (our little chick) is still gone without a trace.

There is a noticeable void here without our feathered friend. His little trills and watchful eyes. The sweet nature he exuded. He was one rare bird.

This past weekend, the Bohemian and I watched the movie “Vanilla Sky“, Cameron Crowe‘s 2001 adaptation of Alejandro Amenábar‘s “Abre los Ojos” (Open Your Eyes).

Says the character who has seen a lot of disappointment, to the one who has lived a more silver spoon existence:

“…one day you’ll know what love truly is. It’s the sour and the sweet. And I know sour, which allows me to appreciate the sweet.”

To the sweet and sour of life…

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