The Thick Sound of Nothing

I think
it was so quiet
that the thick
sound
of nothing
woke me

that sleeping room
filled
with silence
stillness
so empty
it was heavy
a velvet blanket
enfolding all
in hush

my chitter thoughts
tested
ears searched the chasm
there must
be
just a trace
of sound

but no
and yes
there was
nothing
spread thick
like a salve
pure pause
enveloped
suspended
me
in silence

really
there was no sound
but for my
bewildered
mind
teetering
so close
to being
soothed
by nothing

photo courtesy of Robert Cudmore
photo courtesy of Robert Cudmore

Fresh Eyes

As our week-long vacation together comes to a close, I ask Jeb if he’d be open to us having a little dialogue to be published here on the Archives.  I’m curious to have his nine-year old perspective recorded and shared.

But as is the way with many ideas brought to children by adults, it’s mine, not his.  And he’s just not into it.  No use in trying to convince him.  Otherwise, the intent of trying to get his authentic viewpoint is lost.

But he has been taking pictures.  And on more than one occasion he has suggested that I “post it on your blog, mom.”

Here are some of my favorites from the Jeb summertime files.

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photo by Jeb ~ all rights reserved
photo by Jeb ~ all rights reserved
photo by Jeb ~ all rights reserved
photo by Jeb ~ all rights reserved
photo by Jeb ~ all rights reserved
photo by Jeb ~ all rights reserved
photo by Jeb ~ all rights reserved
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photo by Jeb ~ all rights reserved
photo by Jeb ~ all rights reserved
photo by Jeb ~ all rights reserved
photo by Jeb ~ all rights reserved
photo by Jeb ~ all rights reserved

Fun with Time and Space

I wake at 4am but stay in the warmth of bed, drafting poems in my head.

I stitch together words about the palpable silence, enfolding me like velvet.

Craft prose about my nine-year old’s ability to now use tweezers on his own.

I sift in the warmth of jersey sheets, the soft pillow under my head, the scent of aloe soap on the Bohemian’s bare skin next to me. I do not want to leave this bed to write. I’d like to languor here, right now.

And so I do, until I drift back to dreams, sleeping in til sunrise.

Since I’m on vacation this week, I’ll allow myself to drop kick my writing discipline.

Take a morning hike with Jeb and Moodha the dog instead. We wander through damp guava groves and forests of norfolk pines. As we walk, he’ll occasionally pose a question toward the future afternoon.

“Can we watch a movie when we get home?”

“Right now we’re in the guavas with Moodah. Let’s be here for now.”

Jeb offers good reminders.

Funny, this time/space thing. The here and now.

Right now in this moment, I post forest photos from the past, intended for your viewing in the future. Go figure.

Wherever you find yourself on the continuum, I hope you are enjoying your present.
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