Passageways

Less than 24 hours after waking from a dream with the word nacimiento in my mind, I get an email from Big Sur.

The coastal community has been dealing with two landslides, which have cut off access to the north and south.  At least one slide is expected to take a month to clear.  Essentially cut off from the rest of the state, the people of Big Sur are supported with escorted convoys and helicopter drops.

The email update sent to me was to announce that there was one road besides the blocked Highway 1 that offered access to and from the coast.   A notoriously rough and dangerous route, Nacimiento-Fergusson Road is the only alternate available. 

For readers of the Archives, it may be known that part of my heart lives in the stone and sea of Big Sur.  And though I love that land, I never knew about this road.  Not until the 2am, post-dream scribble of nacimiento in my journal and a Google search, did I learn this road existed.

The email update came that same day.  Subject:  Nacimiento-Fergusson Road.  A rugged passage offering the only way in or out.  Travel with care.

Not sure how this thruway factors in.  (Who’s Fergusson?)  And I certainly don’t know the source of all our dreams.

Maybe the flitting words and symbols that seep and slip from sleep are signposts.  Filaments from the web that connects us all.

For now, I’m sending good wishes to the sweet people of Big Sur.  Wishing them smooth and easy connections, with each other and the outer world.  They’ve been at the mercy of Mother Nature’s hand before.  Those coastal dwellers are a solid bunch with lots of heart.  I’m with them in my own way.  Across an ocean and in my dreams.

courtesy of Stan Russell

A Certain Slant

I’ve been watching it build a bloom for weeks.  The orchid on my shelf beside my shower.  I’ve come daily to warm cascading water, where I shampoo and follow the evolution of round, white petals, swelling with promise.

And then one day, surprise!  A delicate flower has unfurled, completely open to the world in full potential.  Beautiful in its delicacy.  Testament to certain destinies fulfilled.

For days after the opening, I’ll gaze to its arching profile, as it faces open air at the end of a long, thin stem.  I’ve been smiling quietly to myself in a love for flowers.  Intricate blossoms gracing days of rare occasion.

I thought I’d been looking.  I really did.  But yesterday evening I realized, I’ve only been partly seeing.  My hand reached out to the orchid pot, giving no more than a quarter turn.  Suddenly a new angle revealed.  The flower faced me fully, revealing even more beauty than I had known was traced inside its feathered petals.

Ahh.  How just the slightest tilt can show a whole new world.

photo Jessica Dofflemyer ~ all rights reserved

Right on Time

the mind is
confined
to an alphabet
trying to express the essence
of a feeling

limited
to an illusory line of time
a flat world
of past and future

really
there is only now
in all
its multi-dimensional geometry
a present
we cannot yet fully receive

grateful for what i can glean
I am a curious reporter
asking questions
taking notes
feeling sensations
passing through thresholds
delving in realms
not yet defined
by curving letters
or ticking clocks

courtesy of wikipedia - unknown artist