Check Up

courtesy of Eva Blue

Last night’s dream had me connected to a device that was assessing the condition of my heart.

I rose up and stood, still hooked to the machine – full of energy – with a feeling that I could break out in a run.

Test results:  Heart is good and well.

I may get nervous, doubtful – downright frightened sometimes.  But at least in the REM state confirmation is given. My ticker is certified strong.

Happy Thanksliving

This Thanksgiving, Kauai’s Fringe-dweller’s buzz is a new twist to the holiday name. Forget the pilgrims and natives story, of course. Black Friday is being boycotted. And don’t bother greeting each other with the traditional “Happy Thanksgiving.”

No, (or, rather, in the life-affirming ‘yes’) Thanksgiving is being transformed. We can now share with each other a new and neutral celebratory reminder.

We have evolved to “Happy Thanksliving”.

So, in keeping with living in thanks, Jeb, the Bohemian and I moved out of the kitchen (grateful, of course, for the homemade chocolate and avocado pie in the refrigerator) and went down to the beach, ever-thankful for a beautiful day on the island.

Jessica Dofflemyer ~ all rights reserved

Commentary on the menace of beach trash, aside, it was fun to watch this boy moving his new-found treasure. A huge plastic buoy had washed toward the river mouth. Full of water, it was very heavy, but he refused to give up, dragging it to the other end of the beach with slow and steady determination.

These shots are of him – Sisyphus in motion – and then, just resting with his find.

Jessica Dofflemyer ~ all rights reserved

The other two pictures are random photos taken while Jeb and the Bohemian explored Jeb’s secret beach hideout. No mom’s allowed. Which, suited me just fine. No need to be in the boy’s club when I can draw mandalas in the sand, dip my toes in the river and sing to myself in the wind.

Jessica Dofflemyer ~ all rights reserved

I could expound upon these moments, metaphors aplenty.  Embracing shadows, treasure or trash…Could Sisyphus simply have enjoyed the uphill journey if he only had enough presence?

But it’s a holiday.  I’ll rest my mind.  Just let myself feel grateful in this thanks living.

Jessica Dofflemyer ~ all rights reserved

On the Movie Set

We weren’t exactly walking into the sunset.  We simply sat on my lanai and watched the show.

I gave my camera to the Bohemian, who snapped the following photos while uttering low, awe-struck exclamations.

“Unbelievable!”

“This is amazing!”

Or my favorite of his reverent whispers:  “Who’s painting this?”

courtesy of The Bohemian ~ all rights reserved

On this day of gratitude, I am thankful for beauty.

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