Divine Soup

After a full work schedule, I went straight to the dentist for cleaning, then walked my way to the accountant’s office.

Teeth scaled, then taxes assessed. Talk about taking care of business.

In the midst of doing the dirty work, I look for any hint of happiness.

The typically, overcrowded, village parking area at the aforementioned dentist/accountant building has plenty of empty space. When I put my car in park, I see roses in bloom along the hedge, just in front of my hood.

In the dental office, the hygienist compliments the beauty of my chompers, and the cleaning actually feels satisfyingly good. She even lets me hold the sucking tube so I can vacuum my own saliva whenever I need.

“See, this is how it should be for everyone,” she says, remarking on the ease of my cleaning.

So no cavities, freshly clean gums, and I’m off to taxlandia, where I offer a bit of sweetness to the CPA in the form of an organic chocolate bar, extra dark.

He’s sharp and knows his numbers. But he he’ll remind me not to ‘sweat the small stuff.’ He’s the kind of man who I can tell that there’s a picture of Amma the hugging saint on my desk. And when I say she was smiling at me while I drafted my tax spreadsheet, he’ll respond, “Good!” and mean it.

I recently wrote about my attempts at trying to see the “One” in it all (“Embracing One”). Sometimes these taxing tasks feel so far from the sacred.

But on this day, small signs.

Sweetness and saints. Teeth and Taxes. Roses in the parking lot.

There’s a swirl of all of it, and I’m somewhere in the mix of this divine soup.

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Embracing One

I’m trying to bridge worlds.

Woo-woo’s may remind that it’s all One. But for me, right now, an IRS 1040 form seems completely separate from mantra meditations.

This morning, Amma, the “hugging saint” is smiling at me. A small picture of her sits upon my desk, having been placed with hopes of balancing perspective. Not far from her, Triple A roadside assistance wants my signature for membership renewal.

Stacked just behind her peaceful gaze, a small pile of books tease, left relatively unopened. Recently, it seems insurance trumps literature, though “I Heard God Laughing” (Hafiz) is in the stack and Grace may be giggling at my current grumpy tone.

There’s also the borrowed copy of “The Good Earth” (Buck), a gifted, pocket-sized promise called “The Ultimate Secret To Getting Absolutely Everything You Want” (Hernacki), Lama Zopa Rinpoche’s “Daily Purification”, and for a little levity, “The Eye of the Albatross” (Safina).

Earth and sky, promised dreams and purification. A good chuckle from the Creator. Thousands of words configured, aimed at conveying the poignant and awe-inspiring. All the while, I find time to rest my eyes on none. I find no stitch to seam the gap between art and taxes, the sacred and bill pays.

Amma, she just smiles that knowing, saintly smile. Her third-eye bindi like a bullseye target, a signpost to a single point of true insurance. Her countenance reminding that it really is all One simply displayed in infinite disguises.

AAA, the IRS, G-O-D, or Y-O-U. All One. Yet, inside, I feel too fragmented to fathom.

Instead, I try the Sisyphus attempt at bridging worlds. Worlds that the Masters say are essentially interwoven anyway.

Somewhere within my deepest knowing, I realize it is all seamless. But this mind of mine, just still keeps seeing chasms. Thinking I can meld what’s already together.

Amma, she does her saintly work by simply hugging. She’ll embrace 10,000 people in one day. No words, just thirty seconds of heart to heart with this enlightened being, and people say their perspectives are transformed.

I’m not quite ready to hug the Internal Revenue Service, but I guess I can thank them for guiding me to observe my own internal world. Checking thoughts that in-come. Watching the ones that tax me.

I’ll look to Amma for a little inspiration. See if I can’t crack a smile into One.

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