Beltane Honey

It’s time for the honey pour.

Five gallons of golden sweetness is rolled out of storage, the funnel set in place, and the thick, rich nectar begins to fall.

This is the stuff of local flowers.  Our friends down the street have an apiary.  The tropical flora here is plentiful and these bees are inspired.  This five gallons is a small portion of the fruit of their labor.

Jeb holds the funnel while Mary pours.  But I know what he’s waiting for.  And when she’s done gifting me with a gallon of flower power, he lifts the dripping funnel to his mouth and lets the sticky sweet roll down his chin.

“This was harvested May 1st,” Mary says.

“Ahh!”  I say.  “Beltane honey.”

“That’s right.”

courtesy of the The Center for Oneness

Jeb’s the epitome of summer.  Barefoot and bare-chested on a sunset lawn, licking honey fingers, one by one.

I flash back on the Beltane fire we had right in this backyard.  How we jumped across the flames and made our wishes.  How at evening’s end I had a moment alone with embers, bridging time and space.

On a night that marked the mid-point between Spring and Summer, I could sense the future feel of Fall.  I knew I was sowing seeds that would be harvested in Autumn.  At what hearth would I be standing come that time?   Would those wishes pressed to starlight, fanned by Beltane flames of promise, have come real?

Right now, we’re deep in July.  The Dahlia’s in the garden are full bloom.  The basil grows thick.  We make popsicles from purple lilikoi in the freezer.

At sunset we gather kindling for the fire.  Lick the smooth, glass edges of a gallon jar of honey.

courtesy of alsjhc

Therein Rest the Mysteries

The opening scene of a late night movie pans the Northern California coast.  Muir Woods, the Golden Gate bridge.

These visuals resound through my cells, humming and rising flesh in a surprising and tingling resonance.  Just to see this place on the 13 inch monitor of my laptop screen satiates some unknown need.

Perhaps my body somehow knows the source of its existence.  That my parent’s love was seeded in the inlets of Sausalito.  Maybe it’s the escape – from the summery heat of the San Joaquin Valley to my aunt and uncle’s on the other side of Mt. Tamalpais – that still evokes reprieve.

Where the tides lap against the land from Mt. Tam to Santa Lucia, therein rests a piece of my heart.

Somewhere in last night’s movie was a quote from a Robert Hass poem I had never heard before.

This morning I wake with snippets.

“…dusks smelling of Madrone…lupine grows thick in the rockface…self-heal at creekside…”

I’m left with mysteries.

How a landscape can root its essence deep inside my body.  How a string of words can sing, even if I don’t know why.

“…What I want happens
not when the deer freezes in the shade
and looks at you and you hold very still
and meet her gaze but in the moment after
when she flicks her ears & starts to feed again.”

– from “Santa Lucia” by Robert Hass

courtesy of Frans Lanting

Friend in the Ferns

Jessica Dofflemyer ~ all rights reserved

We had a friend in the ferns by the front door this afternoon.

His (or her) large eyes scanned our movements, tilting its head in our direction.  It even climbed on Jeb’s hand and hung out with him for a little while.

I can’t help but feel like I’m in the company of an ancient alien whenever I encounter a praying mantis.  It’s with curiosity and awe that I take it as a good omen to have this insect at my door.