Beltane Honey

It’s time for the honey pour.

Five gallons of golden sweetness is rolled out of storage, the funnel set in place, and the thick, rich nectar begins to fall.

This is the stuff of local flowers.  Our friends down the street have an apiary.  The tropical flora here is plentiful and these bees are inspired.  This five gallons is a small portion of the fruit of their labor.

Jeb holds the funnel while Mary pours.  But I know what he’s waiting for.  And when she’s done gifting me with a gallon of flower power, he lifts the dripping funnel to his mouth and lets the sticky sweet roll down his chin.

“This was harvested May 1st,” Mary says.

“Ahh!”  I say.  “Beltane honey.”

“That’s right.”

courtesy of the The Center for Oneness

Jeb’s the epitome of summer.  Barefoot and bare-chested on a sunset lawn, licking honey fingers, one by one.

I flash back on the Beltane fire we had right in this backyard.  How we jumped across the flames and made our wishes.  How at evening’s end I had a moment alone with embers, bridging time and space.

On a night that marked the mid-point between Spring and Summer, I could sense the future feel of Fall.  I knew I was sowing seeds that would be harvested in Autumn.  At what hearth would I be standing come that time?   Would those wishes pressed to starlight, fanned by Beltane flames of promise, have come real?

Right now, we’re deep in July.  The Dahlia’s in the garden are full bloom.  The basil grows thick.  We make popsicles from purple lilikoi in the freezer.

At sunset we gather kindling for the fire.  Lick the smooth, glass edges of a gallon jar of honey.

courtesy of alsjhc

Therein Rest the Mysteries

The opening scene of a late night movie pans the Northern California coast.  Muir Woods, the Golden Gate bridge.

These visuals resound through my cells, humming and rising flesh in a surprising and tingling resonance.  Just to see this place on the 13 inch monitor of my laptop screen satiates some unknown need.

Perhaps my body somehow knows the source of its existence.  That my parent’s love was seeded in the inlets of Sausalito.  Maybe it’s the escape – from the summery heat of the San Joaquin Valley to my aunt and uncle’s on the other side of Mt. Tamalpais – that still evokes reprieve.

Where the tides lap against the land from Mt. Tam to Santa Lucia, therein rests a piece of my heart.

Somewhere in last night’s movie was a quote from a Robert Hass poem I had never heard before.

This morning I wake with snippets.

“…dusks smelling of Madrone…lupine grows thick in the rockface…self-heal at creekside…”

I’m left with mysteries.

How a landscape can root its essence deep inside my body.  How a string of words can sing, even if I don’t know why.

“…What I want happens
not when the deer freezes in the shade
and looks at you and you hold very still
and meet her gaze but in the moment after
when she flicks her ears & starts to feed again.”

– from “Santa Lucia” by Robert Hass

courtesy of Frans Lanting

The Rainbow Connection

I’m always fascinated by the searches that lead someone to the Archives.

Thanks to WordPress Site Stats, I can review the subjects that drive browsers to this site, seeing which topics bring the most views.  Over the course of the last few months, there are three searches that stand out as the most popular, though they seem vastly unrelated.

The topics being:  our solar system, Kermit the Frog and Patron.  Yep.  These searches consistently bring the most readers to the Archives.  Knowing how I wove these subjects into the content, I gotta wonder if the seekers really discover what they’re looking for when they find the related post.

Hopefully they’re entertained by the story of playing guitar on the beach at night, learning how the fret board corresponds to every planet.  Or the conveyance of a parental moment observing my seven year old’s leggy growth spurt, noticing it mirrored the body of Kermit the Frog.  And of course, my toast to tequila in all of its organic virtues.  The medicinal power that can soften inner edges on Life’s sidelines, in a well-earned time-out.

With nearly nine months of daily posts, I see that the most frequently searched topics include the cosmos, a mind-altering substance and a singing amphibian with a heart of gold.  Can these seeming disparates reveal greater insight into human nature and what we seek?

Maybe there’s an essential link that commonly threads through each of these topics.  Kermit’s sweet and earnest, ever-curious nature.  An earthling’s need to understand its place in the universe.  A evolutionary desire to open to altered states of perception.

Maybe there is that Rainbow Connection between these random keyword searches.  I’m right there with those cyber-seekers.  However they find me, I hope they enjoy what they discover.  Those lovers, dreamers…and me.

The Rainbow Connection

Why are there so many songs about rainbows
And what’s on the other side?
Rainbows are visions, but only illusions,
And rainbows have nothing to hide.
So we’ve been told and some choose to believe it
I know they’re wrong, wait and see.
Someday we’ll find it, the rainbow connection,
The lovers, the dreamers and me.

Who said that every wish would be heard and answered
when wished on the morning star?
Somebody thought of that
and someone believed it,
and look what it’s done so far.
What’s so amazing that keeps us stargazing?
And what do we think we might see?
Someday we’ll find it, the rainbow connection,
the lovers, the dreamers and me.

All of us under its spell,
we know that it’s probably magic….

Have you been half asleep
and have you heard voices?
I’ve heard them calling my name.
Is this the sweet sound that calls the young sailors?
The voice might be one and the same.
I’ve heard it too many times to ignore it.
It’s something that I’m supposed to be.
Someday we’ll find it, the rainbow connection,
the lovers, the dreamers and me.
La, la la, La, la la la, La Laa, la la, La, La la laaaaaaa

Written by Paul Williams and used by Kermit the Frog, of The Muppets, Jim Henson Productions