Salvation through Music

You know there’s something for you when a show starts with “Salvation.”

An acoustic solo concert with Citizen Cope last night.  A small amp and his Martin guitar, the stage set for sparseness.  There was no introduction.  Just Cope as he stepped to the stage and began to strum the slow and heavy song featuring a few chords and his strong voice.

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His movements are slow, the words flowing from his throat, sweet and fragile.  So vulnerable but thick with experience, it’s almost as if he’s singing a cappella in our theatre of 500.  You could almost be lulled by the beauty of the notes that reach your ears – hear the silence fill the auditorium between his breaths.  But listen closely to the intensity of the lyrics and there is pain weaving clues about the dark places he’s seen.

Well I came down with my Martin blazin’
My voice
It was cutting him up
Now he’s aiming
His first shot grazed my eye
I lost half of my sight
And my firstborn’s life
The second shot grazed off my guitar moon
And it made my guitar kinda play out of tune
But I just kept playing
Like I had nothing to lose
He turned the third on himself
‘Cause the bastard knew
Salvation I’m calling
Salvation

Put the gun down
Put the gun down
Put the gun down
Put the gun down

From the beginning, Citzen Cope disarms us.  For the rest of the evening, he offers familiar songs stripped down to their most essential parts.  Simple strums and his rich voice sing the poetry of human struggle, redemption and healing of the heart.

He has a scar near his right eye.  He rarely speaks between songs but to say thank you and touch his hand to his heart.  He has the air of someone that may have slept in a prison cell and yet he is so delicate and gentle I want to become his bodyguard for life and protect him from all things violent.  He moves deliberately like water on the stage and we, the seated witnesses, fall in love in two acoustic hours.

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The Return Message

“You that love lovers, this is your home.  Welcome!”
~ “Music Master”, Rumi

There’s space here this morning
to steep myself in poetry
joyful
tears spilling over words
dazzling on pages
in early slants of light
mystic messages
touched by love

they travel centuries
these alphabetical promises
reaching me in my bed
where I nestle in
banana leaves and birdsong

ancient verse
and a laptop
collide
Rumi
your words reach my heart
and I am home.
Thank you!

“…Crying out for help is Rumi’s point.  With that vulnerable breaking open in the psyche, the milk of grace starts to flow.”
~ excerpt from “The Howling Necessity:  Cry Out in your Weakness”, The Essential Rumi by Coleman Barks

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Love Dogs

One night a man was crying
Allah!  Allah!

His lips grew sweet with the praising,
until a cynic said,
“So!  I have heard you
calling out, but have you ever
gotten any response?”

The man had no answer to that.
He quit praying and fell into a confused sleep.

He dreamed he saw Khidr, the guide of souls,
in a thick, green foliage.

“Why did you stop praising?”
“Because I never heard anything back.”

“This longing
you express is the return message.”

The grief you cry out from
draws you toward union.

Your pure sadness that wants help
is the secret cup.

Listen to the moan of a dog for its master.
That whining is the connection.

There are love dogs
no one knows the names of.

Give your life
to be one of them.

~ Jelaluddin Rumi (1207 – 1273)

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Threads of Time

When I moved to this sweet home, I hung Tibetan prayer flags with hopeful wishes.  I love to see time reflected in the fabric.

Jessica Dofflemyer ~ all rights reserved

Closing a chapter here, I’m moving to a new place and giving thanks for all that this space has offered me.

This morning at sunrise, I’m embracing change.